Glitter in the Air (and in my bed...)

I started seeing someone.  I didn't want to. I've been trying to avoid it at all costs.  The last thing I need in my life right now is another (anything) to drain from my time, energy or attention.I have had to make major adjustments to my schedule and my time is sparse and limited.  The thought of trying to build a foundation with someone new scares the shit out of me.   How This All Began"I'll wait until I graduate in August before I think about seeing anyone," I told myself.However, an old friend started to send me articles about cancer and healing for my dad and we began to talk more.  Recently, we started hanging out and then, it went there.I've known her for years so I don't have to build anything foundational.  I also don't feel compelled to spend a lot of time with her talking and texting.  She is in a similar busy situation so we don't really see each other often. I don't feel guilty when I can't talk, text or go out.  There is no pressure.   When we are together, it feels really good to be in the company of someone that I genuinely enjoy being around.  It may not go anywhere or it may go somewhere. I don't know and I really don't care right now. I just want to enjoy her company when it works for both of us for as long as it lasts.  It may be for a week or a month or just until Robin Meade meets me and suddenly realizes that she's gay.   One thing I can say for sure is that things are starting to be different at my house.Example 1: The Smell TestAfter the new girl spent the night here and then left to go home, Lindsey came home from work and announced loudly, "It smells like a girl in here!" I said, "Well, good. I'm a girl. (Kinda.)"  She shook her head and said, "No, Mom. It smells like a real girl! Like a product that would have words like 'mango vanilla kiss' on the bottle."Example 2: Lesbian Shower - Before and AfterThis is my shower when it was only being used by me:Masculine.  Green.  Simple.Yesterday, when I came home from visiting my parents, I glanced over in my bathroom and noticed a new look to the second tier of my shower and saw some decidedly unfamiliar and very pink things being left in there: Initially, she just left a bottle of shampoo and a can of hair spray.  Then, a pink and purple toothbrush made it's way into my toothbrush holder.  Now, it's a full-blown explosion of pink products and clothing.  It's nice to see her things around and know that she's planning to come back spend more time here.  That's why she wants her stuff here.  I like that shit. It means that I will get to enjoy her company, her kisses, and back scratches from the hottest, sexiest looking fingernails I've ever seen.  Example 3: Glitter in my BedRecently, I was changing my sheets and there was glitter in my bed.  It could have come from her hairspray, facial moisturizer, toenail polish or clothing - because she has glitter in all of those things.Her feminine energy is OFF THE CHARTS and something I'm not used to at all.  But after being around her for a while now, I notice more and more how much she is totally intuitive about where my head is and what my needs are and I don't have to ask for anything.  With her femininity comes a woman's intuition that has been spot-on.In fact, she gives me things that I didn't even know I needed.This is not what I wanted and not what I expected but this is what I have right now.  She snuck in my back door and unpacked her pink, glittery shit.  I don't know how long she will stay but for right now, I'm not complaining.

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