I have just been seduced by a relatively older, more experienced, kinky woman who's keen to show me the darker side of pleasure. I'm a relatively inexperienced younger woman. What could I do so that *she* gets some fun out of it too? I'm in my mid 20s and while I've known I was queer for ages I've never had any significant sexual experiences with women. I've kissed them but that's about it really. The past couple of years have been groundbreaking in terms of exploring my sexuality; I've been more open and outgoing, finding out what I like and what seems intriguing.
Recently I was chatting with a woman I met online who seemed to have similar creative and artistic inclinations. I thought I may be too young for her (she's in her mid 30s and was after people from late 20s to her age - I was on the young side) but I figured we could make good creative friends so I got in touch. The conversation was fun and friendly and we hit it off well.
One time I made a comment about BDSM, which was her cue to volunteer to give me a fun positive sexual experience (this was my first inclination that she was interested in me) and asked me what I was into. In total surprise I tell her that I'm not actually sure what I like, having only slept with one person ever, but I'm open and intrigued and have ideas. This then leads to a couple of days of erotic kinky conversation, with her and I talking about what we could possibly do and our interests and pasts and all that.
We've met up twice so far - once for an introductory lunch date (which just strengthened the attraction!) and one for a lazy picnic lunch with hours of luscious making out (she's a great kisser!!). We're still keen on each other and have made plans for future encounters, with more conversations about what she could do to me and her bag of tricks and how creative we can be with each other.
I'm highly surprised that she's keen on playing with me, given my inexperience - however, she's said that she finds the prospect of giving someone her first woman/woman experience very exciting. She is pretty upfront and matter-of-fact about what turns her on and loves any ideas I can give her. I've so far told her that I am her canvas, which excites her. She says she likes my sensuality, finds me gorgeous, and is keen to explore me as a lover.
However, while I am really enjoying the attention and can't wait to see her again, I feel like I don't really have much to contribute to this partnership. What do I know about girl sex besides what I hear from other queer women and from my fantasies? What could I possibly offer a woman who has her own bag of toys and tricks? She's going through all this effort to turn me on (all she really has to do is kiss me and I'm a goner, but I'm happy for more!) but what could *I* do for *her*?
It's clear that pleasuring me and seeing what works is a huge pleasure for her, but I don't want her to be doing all of the work and feel like she's getting nothing in return. I want to turn *her* on, give *her* pleasure...I just don't really know *how*. The most I've been able to do so far is tempt her with erotic writing, which I'm fairly good at (well it's working for her at least) but I feel like she's going to laugh at me for, say, being rubbish at going down on her or something, I don't know!
Am I overthinking it? Is it OK to just let go and let her please me & seduce me however she wants? What can I do to appease the inner need to repay the favour? What I lack in experience I more than make up for in enthusiasm and ingenuity - but how do I give her a good time?
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